I entered
therapy partly to deal with a chronic illness, rheumatoid arthritis. My therapist
believes that this illness is caused by repressed emotion. I think he believes
that our work together can significantly improve my illness. This is difficult
idea for me to swallow because:
1) I feel awkward discussing the fact that my illness is progressing rather
than improving—am I not working hard enough? not measuring up? Plus
I feel that he’s being a bit unscientific and a bit arrogant (as I told
him).
2) This is not how I want to think of myself—so repressed that I brought
myself a great deal of pain and aggravation. I’m not even saying his
idea is not possible. Just that it doesn’t work for me as the story
of my life. I think I have a disease. I think there are many reasons why.
Bad stuff happens to everyone. Now I need to deal with it.
Because
I think that dealing with any repressed emotion can only help my illness
and help me make a good life, I think my therapist and I still have the same
goal basically, so I think we can work together. I believe that our work
together can really help me improve my life and maybe my illness. Here’s
my question: Is it reasonable for me to tell my therapist that I’m going
with my version of what causes my illness rather than his? Perhaps we can
agree to disagree. What do you think?
The real issue here is not about who is “right”
but about the definition of cause.
The fact is,
there can be several
causes of one thing.
Rheumatoid arthritis can have a genetic cause, a chemical cause, and a
psychological cause. Given that you cannot do anything about your genetics,
and that medications may provide only partial help, it might be very helpful
to do everything you can to alter the psychological aspects of the case.
In general, because
repressed emotions
are usually a key component of the psychological cause of anything, using
psychotherapy to improve your physical condition will involve your learning
to expand your emotional
awareness.
As for thinking
of yourself as “so repressed that I brought myself a great deal of pain
and aggravation,” well, join the club! We all have an
unconscious, and we
all are so repressed that we bring ourselves a great deal of pain and
aggravation. We are so filled with disagreement that we disagree with life
itself. Unconscious psychological conflicts rule the world—literally.
That’s why the world is filled with
hatred, violence,
terrorism, and
war. If you want peace—whether it be
physiological,
political, or
spiritual—it
has to begin with the purification of your own heart, so that
anger and
victimization
give way to
forgiveness.
So, instead of
disagreeing with your psychotherapist—and your own body—seek out
the healing wisdom of
understanding.
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